Archive for July, 2008
gratitude friday 7/31
I’m grateful. I’m plugged in at Half Moon Bay (HMB) library, reading and replying to emails, listening to satellite radio online.
It’s a beautiful day. I am feeling better today. Still quite (quite!) achy, and yet I can feel improvement. I am in my third day without caffeine and while I don’t feel like I’m kicking ...Read more.
gratitude wednesday 7/30
I’m grateful. Hour 45 of caffeine-free–ness. Of my caffeine-free life.
I’ve been through this before, and even though I’m still having intense headaches (from the top of my head down through my neck and shoulders) it is not as bad as it was the last time. Thank god for all the intention and power this time. ...Read more.
gratituesday 7/29
In the Half Moon Bay library, using the internet. Unfortunately the wi-fi where I’m staying doesn’t work. Or fortunately. As it led me to be even more quiet and, with less distraction, focus more on taking care of myself.24+ hours without caffeine.
The headache is intense. Head. Neck. Shoulders. The rest of me is feeling just ...Read more.
gratitude monday 7/28
Gratitude.
My caffeine release starts today. I don’t want to go through this; I’d rather not thank you very much. And yet here I go. I have cleaned all the oolong tea out of my home. I have packed up healing herbs given to me by Rabbit and by my other herbalist Joshua.
And I’m bringing lot ...Read more.
gratitude thursday 7/24
Gratitude. Morning. Sleepy.
New alarm clark, horrendous noise.
At least it works. So far.
Acupuncture yesterday. Long treatment. Lots of nice restful health-for-me time.
Errands. Hardware store. Workout.
Work. Another website coming along nicely.
Sales meeting. Went well. I may get a nice big project. Lots of *if* in this one; client still selling his end and working hard to manifest ...Read more.
gratitude wednesday 7/23
Gratitude. Morning. Sunshine. The return of warm weather. Good health. Life. Sobriety. A chance to continue using K as my sponsor, even with her living in Mexico. I’m very happy about that. We’ll try the weekly phone call thing; see if we can make that work.
I’m grateful for my witchy support. I went ahead and ...Read more.
gratituesday 7/22
Ho’ike on Saturday. Is there anything else happening in life? It’s going to feel weird when we aren’t rehearsing three times a week. It’s intense now.
My house is cleaned and tidy. My housekeeper (who cleans every other week) drives me crazy when she’s late or doesn’t show up. And our language barrier doesn’t help. But ...Read more.
gratitude monday 7/21
Monday morning. Ho’ike is this coming Saturday. Lots of energy going toward this. Last night I poked the drawstring through all 4.5 yards of the skirt and the elastic through the top. All that’s left to do is iron these pieces and they will be complete.
Practice yesterday. Double run-through and lots of admiring each others’ ...Read more.
gratitude friday 7/18
Full moon in Capricorn. My reading for today is here. I had a lot of upset going on this week with work getting slow and me getting worried. The same old song: financial dire straits oh no! What will become of me oh no! It’s addictive. It’s conscious. It’s belligerent. It’s me choosing misery over ...Read more.
gratitude thursday 7/17
Ooh. One of those mornings. Challenged by my shadow side the last couple of days. Familiar demons. When I step into the darkness my access to gratitude is blocked. Like I have to stretch stretch stretch around obstacles [yes yes yes of my own making] to touch the light.
Lucky for me I know how to ...Read more.
